It’s 1:30 am and I know I should be sleeping, but I’m laying here on the phone, listening to the comfortable silence he seems to offer. What more can I ask for? Other than wanting to be closer than this. But this is how it goes.. I guess this is how it goes.
I wanted to write something deep and meaningful, like maybe writing about a bucket full of stars. But I just gave up on the idea of wishes. Because all that a bucket full of stars can do is get emptied when it’s dropped into a pile of promises, waiting to be kept.
I’m so tired of life. Honestly.
Sometimes my insecurities get the best of me and I don’t know why. I’m needy, I’m selfish, I’m only human. I need that reassurance that one day you’re not gonna change your mind. I need to know you’re here for good. I want you to tell me that I’m yours for life. I want that so bad..
I need a break from life.
Well, it’s just a Sunday.
Ever had a pounding headache but you couldn’t do anything about it because you gotta get work done? Yeah.. that’s me right now, and it sucks.
Least my will power is still in tact..
This is what I do on a Saturday night. I’d rather be a loser than do anything school related. Teehee.
And yes, that’s my banana.
So in the past I’ve had this really bad habit of sleeping with my makeup on. You’re probably cringing right now, aren’t you? Well basically, yeah it really is bad for you. I didn’t know that sleeping with your makeup on for one night can add on 7 days to your face. Crazy right? (Except since I have those Asian genes I look younger than my age anyway, but regardless it’s not good!)
Point is, I’ve decided to give my face a rest by letting it breathe and regenerate itself.
How do I do this you might ask? By wearing no makeup whatsoever (with the exception of moisturizer and lip balm). Genius, eh?
With that being said, its been my second day rocking my bare-naked face, and it’s alright, except I really do miss my makeup.
From a makeup lover, makeupaholic, it’s quite painful not to be wearing any makeup. But hey, let’s hope it’s worth it. :)
I’d love to stay and chat, but I have readings to do.. while taking pictures at the same time.